"I know I’m hard to deal with. I know I make you want to strangle me. I know sometimes you don’t understand why I cry at 3 a.m. I know you don’t understand why I fear that you’ll end up leaving & replacing me. I fucking know how hard it is to stay with me. I know I’m stuborn & more than a handful. I know that I get moody & snap on you for stupid reasons & sometimes for no reason at all. I know you don’t understand my fears, my anxiety or my constant questions. I know you wish I was easier to deal with. I know you wish I wasn’t filled with constant sadness & self-doubt. What I don’t know is why you haven’t left? How are you still here? Thats something I will never understand. The only thing I ask is to stay..
Just stay & hold me close.."

whenever i try and learn something new

  • me: It seems that I am not immediately excellent at this
  • me:
  • me:
  • me:
  • me:
  • me: it is because I am a failure
  • me: everything I touch dies

"For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen: a gaseous nebula must collapse.

So collapse.
This is not your destruction.

This is your birth."

n.t. (via northwolves)

One day I’ll stop reblogging this. But not today; it’s beautiful.

(via mitchlions)

"Travel. As much as you can. As far as you can. As long as you can. Life’s not meant to be lived in one place."

"Nobody drinks a bottle of vodka for fun, and that’s a damn fact."

The most sober thing a drunk person could say (via whispering-secrets-and-smoke)


I have the talent of getting tired without doing nothing


{ into the forest // darkness and light and bokeh }